Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Y viajo mucho...

By this point, I've been to six new countries in the past couple of months: Uruguay, Argentina, Chile, Peru, Brazil, and Paraguay. I've never traveled so much in my life and it's kind of becoming a part of me now. Back in Abilene, the world seemed so big. I would have never really thought it possible to just take a trip across the U.S., or to Europe, or to anywhere really just for the sake of traveling--in a way I felt closed in. But coming here has changed everything for me and now the world feels so much more accessible and real. I'm finding that every where I go, there are both good people and problems, and when I hear about them on the news I really feel them now. Traveling really changes the way you see the world. "Culture" has always been kind of an enigmatic thing for me; it was something that I was always told was a big part of me, but I never really felt it, and I figured that ultimately, people are pretty much the same everywhere. I'm finding that people do feel the same things all over the world, but their reasons for feeling them are much different--and that is culture. Culture is in every little part of a person and it shapes so much of what you think and do, and when you're in one that's different from your own it stretches you and shapes you and challenges you in so many ways.

Brazil was beautiful and breathtaking. Iguazu Falls was indescribable, but I have a whole 4 gigabyte memory card full of pictures to prove how hard I tried to capture its beauty! Even then, I couldn't capture it completely. My favorite part of the trip was the morning we spent in a Guarani village--the Guarani are indigenous Brazilian people who still live as "Indians" (for lack of a better word) trying to preserve their culture. The chief came out to meet us and took us around the village, telling us about their heritage and showing us things like the jaguar traps that they've built, the plants they use to make medicines, and the school they've built for their children to learn about their culture. It opened my eyes in so many ways because from an American point of view, you look at them and feel bad because they're living in "poverty." But the funny thing is, they don't feel like they are! They have small "modern" houses built for them right next to their huts, but they just hang their laundry to dry in their houses and live in their huts instead! Most of the time they don't even use the modern houses that others have built for them because they prefer their way of life instead. It's amazing. The Guarani are such beautiful people and I was so humbled to be able to visit their village and see life from their point of view.

It's been a couple of weeks since we got back to Montevideo, but I haven't been blogging because I've been trying to really be present here. We only have ten days left in South America, and the thought of that is so sad to me that I'm trying to live every moment that I possibly can doing all of the things here that I love. I've been going out with my Uruguyan friends to drink mate in the plaza at night, visiting the markets during the day, and hanging around the casa with the wonderful people that I live with. Oh, the people here--that will be what I miss most. These past few weeks, Casa ACU has finally become like a family. We've been growing closer and getting to know one another and it's been so much fun. There have been frustrations, as there always will be when you're living in a house with 16 females and 4 males (I don't know how those poor 4 guys have managed to put up with all of us!), but living with my friends has been one of my favorite parts of this whole experience. After this semester, I'll be living in a house of my own and it's sad to think that I'll probably never be able to live in a big community like this again. I love eating all our meals together, watching The Office together, always having someone to talk to, and living with our professors so that if we oversleep in the morning they just come wake us up. As much as I miss everyone back home, I don't even want to think about leaving these people yet.

Monday, April 6, 2009

P.S. I miss you

81 days down and only 30 more to go! I'm actually starting to get a little homesick. We're in Brazil right now on a group trip, and as usual, it is beautiful. We saw Iguazu Falls yesterday--the second largest waterfalls in the world after Victoria Falls in Africa. They were breathtaking and powerful and awe-inspiring, right there in the jungle with roaring water around us. Ever since I was a little girl in elementary school and we first studied the rainforest, I've wanted to be here. Iguazu Falls is home to the largest variety of butterflies in the world and they were everywhere. We saw giant spiders and quati, cute little animals that look like raccoons but are more like mink. We're going into Argentina today to see the other side of the waterfalls and to get closer to them (Iguazu Falls is the junction between Brazil, Argentina and Paraguay. We're going to Paraguay tomorrow).

But even with all of the beauty and the incredible opportunity to travel, which I have always wanted, I'm really starting to miss home. I especially miss my family--most of all my sisters and brother Isaac. It's sad not being there for Chaille's senior year or being there to watch while Isaac's growing up so much and getting excited about things like photography and music. Even though I'm still having the time of my life here, I find myself thinking more and more about the good things that are waiting when we finally get back to the States. I've been planning the garden that I want to plant when I finally get to move into my (very first!) own house in June, and I keep thinking about how I want to take a road trip around the U.S. with my sisters to see all of the beautiful things close to home. The first few months here, I really missed American food and little cultural things. Now those are all starting to blend together as "memories of the United States" in my head and I can't distinctly remember what Papa John's pizza or my dad's grilled vegetables tasted like--I just remember that I loved them. The things that are starting to stick out the most in my head are the people, and I'm finding that I really miss you all a lot. I'm still fully enjoying myself here and cherishing all of the opportunities I'm being given, but the trip is also starting to reach its downhill slope, where all of us are starting to think more about going home again. I really miss you all and love you a lot! I'll write more when we get home from Brazil this weekend.